I'm a FAG!

Hey everybody, it's me....for those who may or may not read this. It's been awhile, so I just wanted to do like a life update basically. Kind of talk about what's going on and I said I'd be doing that in the first blog I posted, so this is the first one of those and it's gonna be simple, just really about how my life is going and everything.

First off, I think one of the reason's I haven't posted lately for the two people that read this...(you know who you are.) is that I really haven't had anything to talk about. I kind of had some slip ups and fell out of touch with God, but hey it's gonna happen, but really it's like if I go "Ok I slipped up that's it, it's gonna happen again and again, I might as well quit." then really why am I doing this? Why am I going ahead and praying and worshipping one night and then committing sin the next, then feeling bad for it, then rinse and repeat...

And I can't do that, if I slip up, then I have to repent and I have to go at overcoming those things more strongly. And not just me but everyone else, if we just stay on the ground after we trip, then that's it, but if we get back up and go "Alright God I messed up, I'm sorry, I need you in my life always to overcome this." then we can do it, because He's with us.

So I had a few slip ups, getting back on my feet and I want to give God 100% of all that I have to give.

Oh and if anyone is wondering about the title...well someone messaged me calling me a fag, I have no idea why, I haven't talked to the person in awhile but I decided to take it and make it fit myself, so I made it an abbreviation of Freak After God.

I'd like to say that Amazon.com has become really fast on getting stuff to you, me and my mom ordered christmas gifts yesterday and they shipped them today, now normally its usually about a week or two before they get here, but no it's gonna be here tomorrow

Also...theres something else...ummm.....trying to remember it....ah...oh yeah I like to write, as you can tell, but I also like to write poetry from time to time and I have two that I will post on here in the near future possibly one will be my next post if nothing comes to me before then for a regular blog post.

So that's it, I won't be around next week due to going off on a thanksgiving vacation, but I'll be back after that.

God Bless.

So-Called Christians.

This is not a message from me it is a message from the Spirit that dwells within me and that is the Holy Spirit of the one True God.

You people who go around talking to your friends and joking around and when a conversation about God or Jesus comes up and you say "Oh I'm a Christian I live for Jesus everyday." and then you go off and you smoke pot, drink alchahol and abuse your body that is suppose to be Jesus' temple. You have no right to call yourselves Christians.

God wants us to give him our love and praise and thanks and in return he will give back to us, but you people take it for granted, because to you its not about what God wants, its about what you want. You don't want to have to deal with all of the things a true believer must do.

I command any of you who are true and live as God wants us to live, to not call yourself Christians but Believers and Messengers, for we are all messengers from Him.

And to those who live in the dark and are blind, it's time for you to wake up! God is starting to stir, He's stirring in me and He'll be stirring in you soon, so WAKE UP! And start living for him and praising him for when you start giving to Him, He will give it to you, but you must be patient.

So stop lying to yourself stop calling yourself a Christian and then doing all the things He has asked that we not do so that we may live in harmony with him. When you're about to lay in bed with a girl to have premarital sex, and you think to yourself "It's ok, I'm a Christian, God will forgive me anyways." You are both right and wrong, you are wrong because being a Christian doesn't mean still doing the sinful deeds and acting like we're being forgiven every moment we do them, for when you continue giving into your desires, it closes your heart to God.

But you are also right for God will forgive you, but you must ask for it and recieve him back into your soul, but after that you must start living for him!

The time is coming to spread God's joy and love, because that's what its all about, become united with your brothers and sisters in Christ and love one another and spread the message!!!!!

Idols

We live in a world that offers us so much entertainment and fun that it makes us forget about the one thing that we need most; God in our lives. Anything that we become more involved with then we are with our Creator is an idol.

Now you'd think during Moses' time it would of been easier to keep focus on God, but no even his people gave in to a false idol.

I'm not saying you should give away all your stuff that makes you less focus on God, He wants you to enjoy your life and have fun, but if the fun takes away your focus on whats most important in life. Then you should start to rework your life so you give back your focus to God.